Last journal was like more than a year ago. Guess im just lazy.
Deleted most of the photos I had in my gallery cuz they looked pretty crap. I have new photos to put in which should be alot better than before. Learnt a sh*t load since then. So yeah, I'll be submitting my photos one at a time.

I'd like to welcome myself back

Expect some big improvements and alot more work!

Later...

tis' i again....

i havnt submitted a journal in ages. So here i am...

havnt done much since the last time i wrote a journal, things are moving slow nowadays. Friends dont wana go out as often anymore, no sure why tho. No good complaining since i get 2 see them almost every day anyway..

College is a big puss at the mo..
Busy with programming JAVA 2. Did the exam on wednesday and only go 57%. I get 2 do it again on monday again. Shud do much better this time round. Pass mark is 60%.

myself & are doing a shoot tomorrow morning at about 4am just as the sun comes up. Using nancy as a model, but focusing mostly on doing landscape photos. Looking 2 get great colors out of the surroundings. Using FujiChrome Velvia f100 and 50 to take shots. So the photos shud come out clear and accurate with beautiful bold colors. If these come out great. we might consider tryna sell them. Blow them up 2 A1 or A2 size photos and frame them. Money wud b nice so we can buy some nice equipment.

Im considering buying a Canon EOS 30V (7ELAN) Film camera. The Specs are great, the body is cool, and the sample pics ive seen are amazing! I can still cry over the fact that its not a digital, but for wat i want, digital is not the way at all...

I want quality and clarity like professional film and b able 2 enlarge to A1 sizes without loosing 2 much detail or quality. Digital is nice and flexable but only really useful for photos that are small and not for gallery use. A 6.3 megapixel camera wont look as sharp and nice as film wud wen enlarge to A1 or A2.

but thats my opinion from the research ive done. i cud b wrong....

anywayz.. therz a crap load of stuff i can go on about, but im too tired and wana go 2 bed. getting up 3:00am tomorrow for the shoot. Cant wait!

Expect the results soon...

Dreaming permits each and every one of us to be quietly and safely insane every night of our lives. But we can still think of them as goals that have not yet been reached....

later...

ok, its 11pm ive downloaded a bunch a stuff, home a loan.
Now im bored.....So i decided to write some stuffs....
Of all the journals iv read, everyone seems to go on about there life.
Sooooo.....

Went to birthday party last night. hectic!
it was cool, we had fun. few college friends, local friends, the good, bad & the ugly, and of course the music and booze. i recon i had too much booze tho. I put my hand on a fire grill, smashed my head on a wooden dining table a few times, broke a glass, pulled a few wrestling moves on (tomb stone effort), made fun of her ex bf (which im sorry 4 doing), talking 2 dogz, and i just noticed i got splinters all in my hands! A few in my palms and a few in my fingers. WEIRD.
My friends can be very thankful tho, i wasnt going round hitting everyone like usual. Ive learned to control it....
the highlight of the night (and morning) was that exoart got together with a friend of ours that goes to the same college as us. nobody knows this happened but im sure they'll find out...
i hope it works out tho. stu's cool, this chick is cool. aslong as it doesnt turn sour since we all sit together @ college. that cud b uncomfortable.
best of luck stu!!
As for me....
i think its time 2 get another gf. i can feel therz something missing in my life. I recon its that. My options r open. 's sister is trying her luck @ me. ill have to see what goes on there, but there's other girls i like too... im not the type of person which works on the "first come, first serve" basis. and i dont wana become pussy whipped!

thursday night, a few of my parents friends come over with their 4 year old daughter. i could've killed her. Wiht out me knowing, she was playing with my electric guitar and snapped two strings!!
i dont have extra's plus i was asked to come to a band practice this afternoon. not such a train smash but still, i cant play my guitar until i get my ass up and go to the shops. oh well...

therz a GUESS? photography comp in running which i wana enter. im importing a canon digital rebel(300D) soon, hopefully before the closing date of the comp. im getting it so i can start a small business & make a lil cash even tho its gona put me in alot of debt 2 buy this thing. my main reason for getting it is just for the sake of wanting it. more of a hobby toy than a business tool i guess.

college life is running smooth even tho im a lil behind schedule. im busy doing JAVA programming. I was scared to start it in the beginning but now im doing just fine. Handed in my project on friday & i have booked my exam 4 wednesday. cant wait!

photos......ahhhhh good ol photography.
just put on a photo tonight of a duck, kinda cool and cute. i wana put more but that duck looks sooo cute on the front page under most recent deviations. mayb ill change it 2 featured deviation, then again...its not a fantastic foto, just cute and cool.

i feeling like playing guitar....
Curse that little girl!!!

i downloaded a pdf on how to draw manga animation. ill try complete it tomorrow and mayb put it on devaintart under scraps...

I wrote a poem if anybody cares! (shot bull)
Is this journal too long?

Ok, well im gona see wat else i can find 2 download...

Sometimes our loved ones put us on pedestals - and we simply can't or don't choose to live up to the picture they have in their minds.


later...

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